This is how psychological imprinting works.
When a person, under the influence of stress, isolates an emotion in his subconscious.
He can dissociate (it's not me), distance himself, try to forget. But it's useless. The emotion will live with him for the rest of his life.
Sometimes it can give strength not to commit rash action, and sometimes - to erode the psyche from the inside.
The film at the first level of understanding makes you think about what you do in life and what your goal is. How to live the best 35 years of your life (yes, the age of the Buddha). And what do you do before you turn into a helpless old man?
The second level is to look in the dark corridors of your consciousness for the “inner child” hidden there, or even more than one. And try to bring it out.