If I die, I want to be quietly forgotten. Adolescent violence is not new in modern cinema, but every time you see it on screen, it’s a different story. Actress Aoi Miyazaki, thanks to whom, in fact, came across this small film - as it is possible to fit in such a role, because she had previously starred in "Pernicious Insect", there were then other, similar in type roles. "White and Blue - Blue" - a film that without exaggeration determined the entire subsequent choice of paintings of this famous Japanese actress. Aoi Miyazaki tends to choose films of acute social themes, whether it is the problem of child slavery in Asia or an isolated family tragedy.
Uchiyama Kaede is a perpetual outcast and batting girls who are constantly bullied. She has long lived in her own world of fear and despair, and is willing to continue to live in it. Only a former friend and all classmates diligently try to destroy this world, and at the same time to destroy Uchiyama herself. The girl even thinks about suicide, listens to the corresponding songs (in fact, one of her lines and put into the title). It seems that the last step - the abyss is already underfoot - and behind it eternal peace, loneliness, where no one dares to splash water in the face or brutally beat at the schoolyard, where no one will put the bandwagon, and ex-girlfriend does not stick a knife in the back:
I don’t think living so badly or dying so badly is a personal choice, do I? There are people who don’t just want to live. Some people think that death is happiness.
However, on her way meets Kishada - a bicycle thief, the same outcast, who found the only escape from the loop - in his favorite criminal case. But now he has a new goal - to prove to Uchiyama that life is still worth it to be present.
It is unlikely to be a grateful thing to retell the plot of the picture, and in such tapes it is not the main thing. The main thing is the mood with which the film was imbued, its atmosphere, and both actors - Aoi Miyazaki and Xiong Oguri coped with their roles perfectly. It seems like a simple movie, but catchy. When you finish watching it, you squander it again, you wonder if you are surrounded by those who also need help, those who are lonely in this world and do not see any meaning in it. A good film is atmospheric, for the soul.
If I die, I want to be quietly forgotten.
When I'm lonely, I cry.
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What to do if in a sleepless night from the window of the dark coast.
My name floats in the wind, calls me tenderly.
If I die, I want to be quietly forgotten.
When I'm lonely, I cry.
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9 out of 10