Movie Pro Bahadura "Neden Tarkovski olamiyorum ..." (" Why I Can't Be Tarkovsky)
The film begins with a dream of Bahadur, who repeats a scene from Tarkovsky’s Stalker.
Bahadur is a little-known television director who has nothing in his life - he can not find a common language with himself, with his girlfriend, his isolation from patriarchal parents also oppresses him. But most importantly, Bahadur cannot find inspiration to create. His idol is Tarkovsky, and like the hero of “Alienation” Nuri Bilge Ceylan, he watches and revises the films of his favorite director in the company of people far from understanding real art.
This leisurely film-sketch about a little man who lives full of legs, is consonant with the beautiful picture of Mikhail Segal “Cinema about Alexeyev”.
Like Alekseev, who once spoke heart-to-heart with Tarkovsky, wrote beautiful songs and was full of great plans, lost in his own fears, Bahadur dreamed of becoming a great film director, making festival films and receiving praise from critics.
These two heroes have one thing in common - weakness of spirit and the inability to open up and let into your life to the end at least something or someone.
The film ends just as it began. In fact, this is one long autumn day of a small, unhappy, and most likely talentless person.